Waking up this morning for work was a struggle. 4 days off and I felt like I was on top of the world. Fast forward and I’m on the train to the city, feeling down in the dumps and not accepting the fact I have to go back to work and be an adult instead of planning my next adventure, sleeping, reading and doing things that make me happy.
Sometimes no matter how hard you try you can’t shake that anxious and sad feeling. You try and think positive things or tell yourself that everything will be alright but sometimes the feelings just overwhelm you and you’re left feeling sad, hiding what you really feel like and fake your happiness to everyone else. I also need to stop worrying about what everyone else is doing and just focus on myself and my own life. I promised myself that in 2017 I wouldn’t cry and get upset over the little things. It’s going to be a hard promise to keep but I’m going to try my absolute best.